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Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
10:18 pm	EMO LORE If you get bitten by an emo, and you don't die.. You become an emo... The only way to break the curse, is to kill the emo that bit you.... Emo's don't die, but they can be killed... but only with a bus ticket... Be carefull.. emo's are real, and they are out there.... So if you see someone crying, run, run like your life depends on it.... because one day it will (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, October 7th, 2005
5:22 pm	What A Suprise.... Your Heart is Black What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 29th, 2005
7:20 pm	Well, yes actually I luv it when these things get it right.. You're Pinhead. As the head of the Church of Sorrow, you are an excellent leader. You know how to keep your minions under control (whether by fear or respect), and conversely, keep them happy by giving them what they want. You personify the perfect mixture of fear and adoration. Just as pain and pleasure are indivisible in your doctrine, so are those two qualities in your followers. Which Cenobite are you? (includes pictures) brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
9:22 pm	Tommy Cat Gun TOMMY CAT GUNN 'Tis such a pity, that i ain’t a kitty, I would kill everything that i see without the use of a gun i would kill everyone I’d save all the bullets for me (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 17th, 2005
6:47 pm	RETROSPECTIVE I WOKE UP THIS MORNING TOOK A LOOK AT MY EXISTENCE I FELT MY BREATH COME QUICKLY AND MY HEARTS RAPID RESONANCE I HAD TO STOP AND THINK WHAT COULD CAUSE THESE THINGS WHEN I REALIZED I WAS THINKING OF YOU AND THE HAPPINESS YOU BRING I CAN'T SAY WHAT IT IS THAT MAKES YOU SEEM SO SPECIAL ALL THAT I KNOW NOW IS MY FEELINGS ARE QUITE SUBSTANTIAL I NEVER EVER THOUGHT I COULD EVER FEEL THIS WAY I REALLY WANT TO TELL YOU THIS BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY I WISH I NEVER TOLD YOU ALL THE THINGS I FEEL BUT I NEVER KNEW YOU WOULD LEAVE ME AND MY RUPTURED HEART YOU'D STEAL EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I COULD NEVER POSSIBLY HAVE YOU YOU HAVE HURT ME TOO MUCH FOR ME TO EVER WANT YOU Current Mood: crushed Current Music: Bile - fucking cunt (Comment on this)
12:18 am	WTF???? Apparently i am a goth... when the hell did this happen?? why did no one tell me??? You scored as Goth. Your A Goth! </td> Goth 100% Rocker, Mosher 90% Skater 55% Trendy 55% Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev 45% Prepy 30% Emo 20% What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy E.c.t created with QuizFarm.com Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 15th, 2005
4:08 pm	MY BROTHER They say as time passes, The pain will fade away But it simply hurts more As the memories fade each day You were the only person To make me feel I had worth The only one to make me happy And never cause me hurt I should have been there for you But I let you down I will make this world pay for your death I will burn it to the ground You were the greatest man To ever walk this earth The world was blessed by your presence Though it never knew your worth You were my brother, you were my guide You were my greatest friend I will mourn your passing And seek vengeance ‘til the end R.I.P. Tony 16 Sept 68 – 19 Sept 96 I will always miss you (Comment on this)
Monday, September 12th, 2005
3:53 pm	So close... but not quite right.... You weren't human in your past life, you were magical. Now that you've been given a human body you enjoy life very much and appreciate people. You have a job to do and that's why you were given a human body. Make sure you make wise decisions. How did you die in your past life? (for everyone) brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 8th, 2005
4:33 pm	The other side of darkness THE OTHER SIDE OF DARKNESS If darkness is just a lack of light, why does it feel so cold? surely one needs more than light to warm the eternal soul Encased in piercing darkness, which direction does the light hide? will it show itself to me now or will it wait till I have died? Vast plains of black emptiness surround me, left and right will there ever be a dawn to end this infernal night? I see a tiny sliver of light I just needed to open my eyes time to get on with my life, to late, I have crossed to the other side (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 1st, 2005
4:52 pm	Caged.... CAGED You make me feel like rotting flesh, soaking in a bucket of bleach and when i try to feel inside it seems all beyond my reach every time i look in the mirror i feel my soul shatter once again but if i squeeze the life from you will my suffering finally end How could someone good turn bad or were you never good i probably should just let you go but i just don’t think i could i guess if i unchain you i won’t have to see your face but i need to see you suffering and watch you die within my hate i can hear the maggots as they squirm within my heart i tried to cut it out but my ribs won’t pull apart so many half built thoughts rampaging through my skull perhaps i can get them out if i drill a little hole i cant. i mustn’t ever give in to the voices within my head i simply can’t end my own life until i know that you are dead Current Mood: depressed (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
4:12 pm	Constitution.... I wish to peel of my skin to find the fault within and know why i am alone I hope i can find this social defect of mine within my flesh and bone it would be too much strain to find out it is in my brain for this is much harder to fix Although, i do know a solution if I have the constitution A single bullet should do the trick Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Metallica - Fade To Black (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 15th, 2005
3:40 pm	I REALLY REALLY REALLY SUCK Due to the unforeseen and unexpected stepping down of my Queen (my ugly sorry arse got dumped yesterday morning...) a vacancy has been made available.. Applications will be accepted via phone, email, SMS or in person... Be quick.. someone may be desperate enough to want to be with me... Oh, by the way... the planets stay of execution has been lifted... Back to killing the world... Current Mood: Stabby.. Oh so very stabby Current Music: Godsmack - sick of life (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
4:56 pm	die planet die FUCK IT... someone give me a stick, it is time to kill the world... everyone hold up your wrists... if you don't have a stamp you won't be allowed back into reality... (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
4:03 pm	CONGRATULATIONS!! Congratulations world... you have received a temporary stay of execution... You may thank the ever so wonderful beyond belief Dee Dee.... I had forgotten what it was like to enjoy someone's company so much.. Bow down and thank the new Spoonette for saving your miserable selves... All Hail the Queen... It is good to be the King Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Beautiful to me - Little Birdy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
4:33 pm	I hate to admit it, but i had a unbelievably awesome weekend - almost everything went fantastic... I can't go into details due to confidentiality agreements - but if i have too many of these types of weekends, i mite be less inclined to kill the populace of this miserable planet. If things were slightly different, it would be almost certain to secure the safety of the human race... but alas, continued survival isn't guaranteed.... People who think they know what i am refering to, will be wrong, so dun think you know any secrets.... Current Mood: ecstatic (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 30th, 2005
4:22 pm	X, My sweet sweet muffin, You said you loved me, but I am beginning to suspect you only want me for my toe. Please tell me this isn't true... The milk man doesn't visit the hospital anymore.... Why has the door stopped whispering?? What do you want from me, I can't take it anymore... How come grease is oily, but wheels are only round??? Current Mood: frustrated (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 29th, 2005
4:21 pm	My Darling X, Have you seen my ice-cream?? It is blue with a canary, I can't taste it anymore... Why does the screwdriver keep crying?? Current Mood: lonely (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 28th, 2005
4:40 pm	Dear X, I think i luv you, I always think about you when I see TV ads about photocopy paper. I have said too much..... I must microwave my shoes now, the wall is getting noisy again. Please don't tell Mrs X, she will feel the air (Comment on this)
Friday, May 27th, 2005
4:18 pm	yes, yes, YES!!!!! NO!! screamed the pineapple, but the wire wouldn't listen, and the book just kept getting closer and closer.. I tried to tell them, but they wouldn't listen, they just wouldn't listen... The pen is dead now, and it is all MI5's fault - maybe next time they will listen to my brick. Can you hear the stars singing?? They sing a special song, just for me - It is only for me, not for you - dont listen to it, it is mine... STOP IT - STOP LISTENING - THE SONG IS FOR ME, NOT FOR YOU - STOP LISTENING OR I WILL KILL YOU UNTIL YOU DIE FROM IT.....TWICE Oh, isn't it cute?? Let's kill it??? Current Mood: confused Current Music: smurfs theme song (Comment on this)
4:08 pm	Why Me???? Something has gone terribly wrong, inanimate objects are becoming aware...... Last night, i awoke to find the fridge running in the kitchen, when i turned around i saw the carpet running down the hall. I can't help but think that the cameras are watching me. I don't trust windows, the are so transparent. I thought the TV was my friend but i have only recently realized it is nothing more than a slave for the VCR, which in turn is a double agent working for the DVD. I always thought the i could lean on the fridge in my times of need, but today all i got was the cold shoulder.. At least i have some hope, the air conditioner is becoming less intelligent as time passes, it no longer sings, it just hums, I hope the other objects suffer the same fate. I know now not to trust the stove - I tried to make friends, but i got burnt.... This is all becoming too much for me... I am off to pour drain-o in my ear to help clear my mind...... Current Mood: stressed Current Music: Bad Craziness - DAD (Comment on this)